rolling with the punches

i've been saving this photo for quite some time, ready to whip it out when i feel i am about to hit rock bottom in the hopes that it will jerk me out of self pity and dejection. at the end of the day, i can't blame anyone for my flame out, for that is what inevitably happens when you decide to pile even more on your already full plate.

i've been asked by friends what i am trying to prove by doing all this, and to be honest, i don't really know. i guess it seemed like a good idea at the time.

i need to learn to let go, and start allotting more time to the people who mean so much to me, instead of burning myself out trying to fill up that bank account.

in the meantime, i'll deal with it.