coincidence?

hmmm i just realized that the last post where i actually wrote something of substance, was a rant with the word "frustrations" in it.

coincidence?

i think not.

frustrated

it's been awhile since i've blogged. not because i don't want to, but because i just don't have the strength to. all these great ideas i have just seem to fade by the time i trudge home after work.

dark thoughts brew far more often and easily these last couple of months. no worries on my going ballistic and pulling a blacksburg, i'm not THAT crazy, and besides, i'm singaporean, asia's definition of meek and docile.

all i do know is that if i don't let it out soon, it'll just fester away inside and god only knows the trouble that will bring.

i'm sure that it won't be a good thing.